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Sunday, August 27, 2023
Maui Strong
Morning
Pip
Oh Pip! Oh my. What have I gotten myself into? A horse! haha. I have always been timid around them but now my fear is big! First day back I had a hard time even getting her out of her paddock. I kept bracing myself from the other horse in there, flenching like I was going to get kicked. I finally had Melissa get her because I was too scared. Then, I was scared even to brush her and pick her feed. I took it slow and got comfortable touching her again and finally worked my way back to it. Then, getting on....oh boy. I told myself before I even got there that I was just going to groom her and hang out. If anything, ride her bareback. I didn't take my saddle. So, finally I decided to get on. Yep, bareback. Melissa thought I was crazy. I walked her around and finally got up the nerve to trot. I didn't want to put her up because again I was hesitant of the other horse in her paddock. He has never done anything but I don't want to chance it. I felt better just going up there but still have a lot of fear. Next week, I did the same. I will bare back it. Did the same. This time I did get her out of the paddock but was super timid and scared this other horse may bite her as we were exiting. Finally got the nerve to shoe them away and do it. Again, bare backed her and trotted more. I am loving bare back. The boys were right! Mom, you don't have to ride her. Just hang out with her, sit on her, and walk her around! That is what they love to do and it has been good for me. I also realize that keeping her at Melissa's is the perfect set up for us! I can ride 1xweek and another girl rides her and does rodeo on her so she stays in shape. That is the deal, I pay monthly and Melissa gets to use her, feeds her, and cares for her!! Thank you sooooo much!!! I am able to stay focused on our family and school. Horses are great but a lot of work, time, energy, and money. Glad I didn't dive in fully, whew!!! Thank you! Perfect set up just the way it is. 2x a week and feeling like I needed to do trail rides a lot was making me feel overwhelmed. Thank you for this realization and keeping me safe through it. Even though it took my ankle with it! Still swollen but definitely healing slowly.





























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